Two out of the last four days, I’ve just straight up forgotten to write something here. It wasn’t a matter of wracking my brain to think of a topic for a post and coming up empty; it was being in bed, just starting to drift off to sleep, and realizing I hadn’t done a blog entry.
It’s not a rut, and it’s not a lack of motivation. It’s just the task getting pushed back in my head by other things until it’s too late. Damn near happened tonight too, except I kept reminding myself all the way home from game night so I’d sit down and pound this out before I go to bed. Aren’t you all lucky?
Along with some other patterns I’ve noticed, it’s got me wondering if maybe it’s time to get checked for ADHD. Well, maybe not checked, I’m pretty sure I have some form of it; maybe it’s time to get something done about it. Because I find myself getting frustrated with books way too quickly. I sit here surrounded by entertainment options and find myself bored. I run through the same five or six websites over and over again. I can focus on things, but a lot of times at the expense of something else I meant to do.
I don’t feel out of control. Just not as in control as I would like. I’m going to try to enforce a little self-discipline first. If I can stick with that, fine. If not, it may be time to burden my doctor with yet another problem. Provided I can remember to make the appointment.